Inevitability
September 28th, 2007 by yuriI haven’t blogged like this for a while. Just about me, and how I feel. Tonight I will.
Tonight I am selfish. Come to think of it, I’ve always been selfish, in the Ayn Rand sort of way. And I’ve come to realise that being that kind of selfish isn’t wrong at all, not to me at least. And I think it’s time that I stopped forcing myself to feel guilty for it.
I’m proud of myself. I’m happy to be me. I control what I can. I mourn what I cannot, but only briefly, after which comes acceptance. I secretly yearn for things I can’t have, but I accept the possibility that I shall live never having them. Life’s like that, isn’t it? You can’t always get what you want. But despite everything, I’m gonna damned well try, dammit. Because if there’s nothing worth trying for, there’s really nothing worth living for, is there?
When I go to work today, I shall hand in my resignation letter, and I shall never work for anyone but myself, ever again.
I am starting out on my own.
I am so excited I can hardly type.
I want to tell you all about it, and I will. There’ll be time.
Wish me luck.
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September 28th, 2007 at 6:34 pm
rock on kukuciau! may the force(s) be with u.
lots of force(s) la.
September 29th, 2007 at 10:01 am
All the best Yuri!
I know you can do it on your own two feet!
Here’s me wishing you all the luck in the world to start a new journey in life!
*Cheers* =)
September 29th, 2007 at 12:07 pm
good luck *big hugs*
September 29th, 2007 at 4:57 pm
Wish you all the luck in the world to start a new journey of life Yuri! All the best & I know you can do it on your own two feet! *Cheers* =)
September 29th, 2007 at 6:21 pm
YAY YOU FINALLY DID IT!!!!!!!!!!
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG with some virtual occ as well :p
and oi, remember. being rich doesn’t mean you can afford to be an asshole! rememberrrrrrrr
September 30th, 2007 at 7:11 pm
all the best!
*hugs*
October 1st, 2007 at 12:09 am
Luck! Luck! Luck!
October 1st, 2007 at 11:38 am
I just dropped by to let you know I was rereading your post on “Fear” and I’m wondering why I’m still making fear-based decisions, and then I read this.
Wow.
Can’t wait to hear about it. You amaze me, bro, you really do.
October 3rd, 2007 at 12:48 am
Awww, thanks y’all!
I shall be revealing my super duper master plan - soon!
October 8th, 2007 at 4:43 pm
Talk about “selfish” … listen to Steve Jobs : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1R-jKKp3NA
October 11th, 2007 at 6:44 pm
good luck! Great that you are starting up on your own..
tell us your success stories yah…
October 14th, 2007 at 6:13 pm
wish you all the best man,you rock, always will…